xii.
August 6, 2009
Little wishes; small thoughts
holding her coat out for her: a quiet smile as she ran to do the same for me
the number of times i’ve thought of you versus the number of times i picked up the phone to call
a chat with a friend: cheering her on when she came out to her dad, promising drinks and ice cream as break-up consolation (part of my new ‘survival kit’)
an apartment, somewhere, with weekly flowers
norway!
my roast, and its perfection. cooking as a miracle.
my cameras change the way i look at the world; i am so grateful to have two.
‘you’re a pro!’ 3 MSNs at once; i’m laughing, hyper, happy. the time flies by.
interview tomorrow.
i don’t tell because it’s easier than figuring out what to say.
RHN soon.
dreams, dreams, dreams.
waking up in the morning, smiles, knowing that when i go to the washroom, the toilet will be flushed and ready – my roommate is gone and not flushing is one of her habits
words and writing – a poem of identity in my head
my daydream today: him and up against the wall
Bi network tomorrow? unsure.
WHY ARE MEN THE WAY THEY ARE? god, they really act like they own the world (and they do, agh, feminist rant. really trying not to be all ‘DO YOU RECOGNIZE YOUR PRIVILEGE?!’)
mm. contentment
TOEFL?
to do:
water plants
upload photos
sleep
